Widowed year old Kobe Bryant: ‘I am completely broken inside’ | Entertainment

entertainment">“To my darling … Happy birthday. I love you and miss you more than I could ever explain. I wished that Tooth and you were here to celebrate you! I wish Gigi and I could make your favorite food or a birthday cake. I miss your big hugs, your kisses, your smile, your lovely smile ”, writes Vanessa at a photo of Kobe and her.

entertainment">“God, I miss you both so much. Our lives feel so empty without Gigi and you. I’m completely broken inside. As much as I want to cry, I put a smile on my face to make the days of our daughters shine a little more. ”

entertainment">Vanessa also writes that she is angry “that she did not go first”. “I always wanted to go first so that – no matter how selfish – I wouldn’t have to feel this pain. You should have missed me. Gigi should have been here with her sisters. I should have been. ”

entertainment">She concludes her post with: “Thank you for loving me enough to fill several lives. In any life I would choose you. Thanks for showing what true love is. Thanks for everything. I love you now, forever and forever. ”

entertainment">Kobe and Gianna were killed in a helicopter crash in California on January 26 this year, along with seven other occupants.

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