“I’m sitting next to a dead man. My life is lying next to me in a closed coffin. My life, which wiped my tears and said it would never leave. Who caressed me all night when I was sick. A life that boasted to me every step of the way. And I’m proud of you, thank God you’re like that, I don’t seem to be there anymore.
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I do not know a cleaner, better and more respectable Man. You were the best in everything. Not because of mine. That’s right, you gave up. Everyone respected you.
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All your words ring in my ears. Only dear ones, you haven’t told me others. If something cool came to us at home, you said at the same moment – let’s share it. If anything happened, I would just stick with you. With one “hare!” enough to become calm.
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You hurry from the service to me with full pockets of chocolate so I don’t get sad. With everything you took with you, share with others forever to be proud of how I cook. You are never afraid of anything, not once. You radiate a smile every day, even when everything was bad. “I am warmly dressed and eat well” – it was for all occasions. You make plans for the whole year when we go to our parents. “Have I ever denied you anything?” – You responded to all my stupid nonsense. “I will treat you and everything will definitely be fine, we still have to have children”, “What a job, the main thing is to keep you healthy and happy”, “I want such a little girl” – you said every day.
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And always helpers, I could ask for anything. “Are you the commander?” – you joke with a smile on your face. “Worse, I’m the commander’s wife!” I answered and kissed you on the nose.
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I could tell you what is never told to anyone, but you understood everything.
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After the wedding, next to the heart, you added a house to my contact and said – “now you are my house forever”.
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I knew how unbearable we would be in old age (“zzzahs, the pan is out of place again,” “zzzahs, zzzahs who didn’t drink coffee and didn’t take a capsule”), I knew what our children’s eyes would be like. I had long figured out what to give you on our first wedding anniversary. But I had to choose a mourning wreath. In the last conversation, you said it was protecting my sleep. Now I will protect your sleep for the rest of my life.
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You are an officer with a code of honor that those servants have never dreamed of. You – my heart! You are my soul. You were and will be. I love you immensely and I am proud of you.
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I curse those fascists for you, my dear child, for our unborn life, for your life and for me.
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I’m sitting next to the dead man. I am a widow at the age of 25. My life was robbed by inhabitants. My life was robbed by a damn Russia. ”
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I’m about to write the scariest words of my life. I will write in Russian, for the last time, because I spoke it …
Posted by Irina Sushkova on Tuesday, March 22, 2022
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As previously reported, on February 24, 2022, the aggressor Russia invaded Ukraine with the aim of completely occupying the territory of Ukraine and suppressing the right of Ukrainians to be an independent state in the family of democratic European countries.
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