Because of private and health problems, he used heroin and cocaine.
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Even though he knew that the drugs were bad for him, he couldn’t get away from it for years.
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He only managed to withdraw three years ago.
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At that time, he realized that it was his last chance.
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Today he just crouched out of his problems.
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At a young age, Stiller-Has singer Endo Anaconda (64) took drugs to escape reality. After all, he was clean for years until he turned to heroin again at the age of 55. «I was seven years later. However, I didn’t fix it anymore, just sniffed it, »he says “Daily News”,
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The reason for this was a crazy and intense time: professionally, he was at the height of his career, but privately the musician had to struggle. “I went through a divorce and was in severe physical pain,” he says. The latter were due to its weight of 140 kilos.
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Painkillers were supposed to help him, but in Endo Anaconda they triggered the need for heroin again. “So I started with heroin again at 55. And also coke right away. Stereo – coke through one nostril, heroin through the other. »
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«Drugs promise everything and keep nothing»
Even if he knew that the drugs were not good for him, he could not detach himself from them for years. “I knew that drugs promise everything and keep nothing.”
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Only after the singer had a tumor removed on an adrenal gland in 2012 did he try to fight his addiction – without medical help. Back then he cried at home for weeks. “Not because of the physical pain of cold withdrawal, which was over after a week, but the depression, the inability to feel happiness, everything I had drugged with drugs now broke out of its dam like a reservoir,” recalls Endo anaconda. He had always relapsed.
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Sudden withdrawal
He finally managed to withdraw three years ago. Suddenly it clicked. Because: “I knew that this was my last chance if I wanted to stay alive.”
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However, with the renunciation of drugs, his craving for alcohol increased. “When I stopped the drugs, I drank a bottle of whiskey a day,” he looks back. There was no day without suicidal thoughts during this time. Today, however, he lives abstinently. Anaconda describes itself as a dry alcoholic. If he is in bad shape today, he just sits down. (Bnr)