“I lived a parallel and dark life, with the terror of being discovered”

In the life of Alfonso Signorini there is a before and there is an after. The temporal distinction corresponds to the moment in which he decided to do coming out and reveal to the world who he really was, what he felt, what his aspirations were and what he dreamed of for his future.

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Alfonso Signorini before coming out: “I lived a parallel and dark life, with the terror of being discovered”

«If I think of myself as a child, I look at myself with such tenderness. A child in prison »writes the host of Big Brother Vip in the editorial of” Chi “, which this week dedicated the cover to the marriage between Alberto Matano and Riccardo Mannino. Their union becomes an opportunity for the editor of the weekly to reveal an unprecedented side of his life, still unknown to most.

“For years I have lived a parallel, hidden, dark life. I felt out of place everywhere and I lived in terror of being discovered, I felt the footsteps around me everywhere »writes Signorini, who was secretly combing his sister’s dolls, careful not to be surprised by his parents. «The ear was always alert: as soon as I heard the footsteps of my mother and father approaching my room, I would go back to playing with the toy cars, the cowboys and the Apaches Indians».

“For years, to feel less isolated and more integrated, I did what I never wanted to do – continues Alfonso Signorini -. I learned to swear, because so did the boys in my neighborhood, I took the girls to the camporella and I even bragged about it to friends. But for me I dreamed of something else, I watched the cutest companions under my eye, those who had a crowd of girls behind them, and I immediately lowered my eyes when our eyes met in fear that some of them would notice “.

Without dwelling on the sufferings suffered – “I keep them to myself”, “they helped me to be who I am and in the end I also thank them” -, Alfonso Signorini concludes his editorial rejoicing at being able to finally bring a love like the one between Matano and Mannino. «An achievement that makes us go with our heads held high. And which teaches us, if ever it were needed, that Love, the true one, is only one. And that’s what makes this life unique and extraordinary ».

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