Broadcaster ye Esther Reveals Battle with Severe Depression, Finds Even Simple Interactions Challenging
Seoul, South korea – Popular medical professional and broadcaster Ye Esther, known as the wife of businessman Hong Hye-gul, has publicly disclosed her struggle with severe depression, including symptoms of anhedonia - the inability to experience pleasure. The revelation, made on the couple’s YouTube channel ‘Ye Esther’s Esther TV’ on November 5th, offers a candid look into the debilitating effects of the condition.
Ye Esther’s experience highlights the often-invisible burden of depression,especially for those in the public eye who are expected to maintain a cheerful persona. According to Hong Hye-gul, his wife is experiencing a particularly challenging form of depression where even enjoyable activities offer no satisfaction. “It’s not fun to do anything. It’s not fun and delicious to eat, it’s not fun, it’s not fun, and it’s not fun to shop,” he shared.
The broadcaster described receiving thoughtful gestures from her eldest son, including prepared meals and side dishes tailored to her preferences, yet still feeling unable to derive joy from them. She has reportedly pursued extensive treatment options, including Spravato, a medication approved by the U.S. food and Drug Governance (FDA), and “tried almost all the drugs” available.
Hong Hye-gul noted a positive shift, stating, “In the old days, I kept thinking about it, but I thank you for reducing the bad urge as it used to be.” However, the impact of the illness extends beyond a lack of enjoyment, creating important emotional strain.
In a Facebook post on November 7th, Hong hye-gul shared the emotional toll the condition takes, noting, “There are people who are sad because they do not contact thier homes.” He explained that even responding to a simple message can feel like an overwhelming obligation. The demands of her public-facing roles, including appearances on YouTube and home shopping channels, often leave her confined to her room for extended periods.
“Sometimes on YouTube or home shopping,as a CEO for the company and employees,and once broadcast,you will be lying in a pajamas in your room for a week,” Hong Hye-gul revealed. She has expressed feeling disconnected from the simple pleasures others experience, stating, “I complain that there is no pleasure in anything that ordinary people feel,” and even canceled plans to spend time with her son and daughter-in-law to avoid feeling trapped.